Disarm you with a smile

RIP Grandma

Fri, 15 Apr 2005 14:12:10 GMT

March 26th 1920-April 14th, 2005....Thank you for shaping me into the man that I am today, your infinite kindness and warmth rubbed off on me when i was just a little boy, thank you for all the love and care that you showed me while i was growing up, I just wish you could've seen the person i've become before you passed...heaven recieved a new angel, I'll miss you so much..

This quiz is hot

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 21:06:09 GMT

:: how nintendo are you? ::

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 22:00:36 GMT

school starts again on tuesday. gonna visit bri in early may when school ends. gonna go cut my hair.

peace

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 09:23:10 GMT

Which File Extension are You?

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 16:36:08 GMT

IF you live in Maplewood or South Orange NJ and want someone to skateboard with IM me: pumpkinsflipsk8 or leave a comment

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 15:40:19 GMT

Who were you in a past life? by Kat007
Name:
Birthdate:
Favorite Color:
Country:
You were most probably:	A ninja
If not then you were:	Tutankhamen

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Mon, 16 Aug 2004 04:52:12 GMT

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 06:03:03 GMT

Seer

The ULTIMATE personality test
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funny how some people have mentioned this about me...its pretty much true

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 19:21:09 GMT

General Facts
1) Name on birth certificate? Juan Carde
2) Birthday? January 27, 1985
3) Height? 6'1"
4) Eye color? brown
5) Hair color? brown
6) Hometown? Maplewood, NJ
7) Birthplace? Geneva, IL
8) School? Kean University
9) Screename(s)? pumpkinsflipsk8
10) Email address? no thanks
11) Do u have a website? no
12) Nicknames? dont really have any
13) Siblings? 2 bros 2 sis
14) Zodiac Sign? Aquarius
15) Phone # screw that
16) Address? ditto
17) Makeup? no
18) Do u tan or sunburn in summer? a little of both
19) Religion? a mix of alotta stuff
20) Church? haven't in a while...wouldn't mind to tho

Favorites
18) Quote? i say alotta things
19) Type of music? mostly alternative rock
20) Book? anything astrology related, of mice and men, one flew over the cuckoos nest
21) Ice Cream? vanilla
22) Color? black, blue, and red
23) Number? 4, 2, 27
24) Sport? baseball, football, skateboarding
25) Celebrity? billy corgan, bam margera
26) Vacation Spot? anywhere but here
27) Soda? dont really like soda
28) Food? chinese or italian
29) Fast Food? white castle!
30) Radio Station? krock
31) Breakfast Food? cereal
32) Candy? reeses peanut butter cups
33) Music Group? smashing pumpkins
34) Song? new order - "someone like you"
35) Jeans Brand? volcom
36) Clothes Brand? volcom, dc, vans
37) Shoes Brand? vans
38) Scent? kirra
39) Animal? bats
40) Hangout? out somewhere
41) Chips? BBQ/salt & vinager
42) Game? tetris i guess or SSB
43) Soundtrack? haggard
44) Movie(s)? a lot
45) TV show(s)? aqua teen hunger force
46) Season? summer

Misc.
47) Do you have AOL Instant Messager? yea
48) If so...how many peoplep are on your buddylist? 45 i only keep people who i talk to
49) Pets? none
50) Any words or phrases you overuse? u waulin
51) If u could have one wish, what would it be? find the one

How Do U Feel About..
52) Bill Clinton? awesome
53) Abortion? its your choice
54) Rap? allright
55) Alternative? cool
56) Country? boring
58) Authority? go away!

Romance
59) Do u have a b/f or g/f? nope
60) If so...how long have you been going out?
61) Ever been in love? yea
62) Who do you like rite now?
63) 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes, smile
64) Turnoffs? lots of things but mostly concietedness/clingyness
65) What don't you care for in the opposite sex? lots of things

Getting Personal
66) Deaf/Blind? thats hard...i think blind cause i cant picture never hearing music again
67) Pool/Hot tub? pool
68) Coke/Pepsi? neither
69) Sunrise/Sunset? Sunset
70) Fast/Slow Dance? Fast
71) Day/Night? night
72) Baseball/football? both
73) Burger King/McDonald's? neither
74) Dr. Pepper/Mountain Dew? mountain dew
75) Sprite/7up? sprite
76) Christmas/Easter? Christmas
77) How many pillows do u have? 2
78) Piercings? none formally 1
79) Bedtime? 3amish
80) Most humiliating moment? never really had one
81) Do u get along w/ your parents? on and off
82) Pochacco/Keropi/Hello Kitty/Badzu Martu? WTF?
83) Sony/Panosonic? Sony
84) Dog/Cat? dog
85) Black/White? black
86) Shampoo and Conditioner? both
87) Best Friend? steve
88) MTV/VH1? vh1
89) Backstreet Boys/nsync? neither
90) Partier/Calm/Inbetween? inbetween
91) Nick Carter/Justin Timberlake? justin

Have You Ever..
92) Smoked? yea
93) Taken other drugs? pot but i dont do that anymore
94) Done anything illegal? all the time
95) Failed a subject? yea
96) Been to a foreign country? nope
97) Had a pet? yea
98) Moved? yea
99) Cheated on your b/f / g/f? no
100) Won an award? yea
101) Beaten anyone up? no
102) Gotten beaten up? no
103) Played strip poker? no
104) Broken the law? all the time
105) Ran away? no
106) Cheated on a test? not really
107) Gone skinny dipping? yea
108) Drank? yea
109) Broken a bone? no
110) Kicked anyone in the balls? sorta

Do You Believe In..
111) Magic? not really
112) Love at first sight? yea
113) God? yea
114) Heaven? yea
115) Hell? yea
116) Unicorns? no
117) Horoscopes? in astrology but not horoscopes
118) Ghosts? sorta
119) Youself? yea
120) Aliens? a little

About the Opposite Sex
121) Have any regrets? no just learn from your mistakes
122) Must have personality traits? be alittle weird, and not clingy
123) Things u love most about guys/girls? cuteness

The Last Time I..
124) Took a shower? about 2 hours ago
125) Ate? about 2.5 hours ago
126) Drank? alcahol - a while ago, everything else - when i last ate
127) Cried? its been a while
128) Laughed? yesterday
129) Brushed your teeth? this morning
130) Talked on the phone? couple of min ago
131) Talked on instant messager? right now
132) Had a good time w/ friends? last night
133) Slept till 12 on saturday morning? last sat
134) Got straight A's? nah
135) Failed a test? awhile ago

Random
136) What CD's are in your CD player rite now? nothing
137) How was your day? nothings gone on yet, bored as hell tho
138) Homework? no
139) Who do you seek advice from? noone
140) Friend ever moved away from you? yea brian, TWICE!!

Who...
141) Has it easier, guys or girls? equal
142) Makes you laugh the hardest? alot of people...probably steves dad and his mom
143) Has a crush on you? nat, and i hope more but thats all i kno for sure
144) Do you have a crush on? cant tell u that...but it aint nat
145) Do you Hate? i dont hate i get extreamly annoyed by: chris h, paul, T
146) Do you love? family + friends
147) Do you Have the most fun with? steve
148) Is the loudest person? T
149) Is the most hyper? jon
150) Is the biggest giggler? steph
151) Can you trust a secret with? steve + bri

Plans for Future?
152) Marriage? sure
153) Kids? sure
154) College? kean maybe rutgers or rowan later on
155) Job? freelance writer or anything else that comes my way
157) Where to live? nj, ny, ca, chicago,il
158) Tatoos? yea

Finally
159) What do u think of the person who sent you this? i stole it....from nina, shes cool as hell!
160) Best thing that happened today? nothing yet

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 18:37:05 GMT

01. I hurt: when i cant remove an obstacle in my way
02. I love: friends, family, music, art
03. I hate: arrogent people, "oh woa is me" people who cry all day about their problems but never do a damn thing to change it, being still
05. I fear: fuck fear
06. I hope: everyone finds happiness
07. I sadden: when i see others suffer
08. I feel alone: sometimes
09. I kill: nothing
10. I talk: either too much or too little, depending who is around
11. I listen: to everyone
12. I break: nothing..thats a waste
13. I see: this screen
14. I smell: nothing
15. I taste: nothing
16. I work: no where
17. I remember: alot
18. I hold: nothing.noone
19. I hide: from nat when shes at steves
20. I pray: period
21. I walk: long distances
22. I drive: around, and i'm learning how to drive a stick
23. I read: whats around me
24. I burn: at the beach
25. I breathe: period
26. I play: around with friends.
27. I miss: having a gf
28. I touch: the keyboard
29. I learn: easily.
30. I feel: sleepy
31. I know: alot of useless facts
32. I said: goodbye
33. I dream: for love and success
34. I have: a crick in my neck
35. I want: a manual transmission car/ford probe
36. I fall: when i don't do enough for myself
37. I wait: for the one
38. I need: some money
39. I live: for others
40. I die: when it is time to
41. I thank: everyone who has helped me grow

5 songs that move you:

1. Right Here in my Arms - HIM
2. Circle of Fear - HIM
3. Flesh Into Gear - CKY
4. To Sheila - The Smashing Pumpkins
5. My Immortal - Evanescence

5 things that no one or not many people know about you:

1. I'm more aggressive than you know
2. I'm a silent observer
3. I play guitar
4. I have a scar on my left shoulder
5. I used to live in Illinois

5 things that you wish you'd said when you had the chance:

*I don't regret anything...everything is a learning experience*

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

5 things that people think about you that aren't true:

*I dont care what people think*

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

I hear...Auf Der Maur - My Foggy Notion
I search for...love and success
I feel...sleepy
I live...in my house

last time you...

smiled: a few minutes ago
laughed: last night
cried: it's been a while
bought something significant: it's been a while
danced: yesterday when i accidently burned my fingers, steve said i did an irish jig
got hammered: a while ago
were sarcastic: probably yesterday
kissed someone: a couple of weeks ago
hugged someone: last night probably
talked to an ex: on the phone with jess...i think on wednesday
had a nightmare: not in a while
last thing you read: this survey on someone elses journal
last movie you saw on the big screen: spiderman 2
last phone number you called: steve's cell
last show you watched on tv: dont remember
last song you heard: New Found Glory - Truth of my Youth
last thing you had to drink: Milk
you ate: donuts

do you...

have a crush? no
have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
have a dream that keeps coming back? sorta
read the newspaper? occasionally
have any gay or bisexual friends? not that i know of
believe in miracles? sure
believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yep
like the taste of alcohol? beer only.....hard stuff sucks
believe in God? i believe in alot of different bits and pieces of different religeons...but yea i do believe in God
have any secrets? who doesn't
have any pets? nope
have any piercings? used to....eyebrow
have any tattoos? not yet...really want a heartagram on my left wrist
have a best friend? yep two actually...Steve and Brian
have bad habits? who doesn't
care about looks? to a certain extent
trust others easily? hell no, it takes me a LONG time to trust someone
take walks in the rain? from time to time

Three years ago, I:

1. was gonna be a junior in HS
2. Started skateboarding i think...
3. *Cant remember anything else significant*
4. ''
5. ''

Two years ago, I:

1. took guitar lessons
2. was depressed
3. had to stay at my bros cause both of my parents were in the hospital
4. *Cant remember anything else significant*
5. ''

One year ago, I:
1. went to TX with brian on a Greyhound bus
2. started hangin with Steve
3. got cheated on
4. almost moved to TX
5. graduated high school

One month ago, I:

1. brian moved
2. *Cant remember anything else significant*
3. ''
4. ''
5. ''

Yesterday, I:

1. helped dave put on new tires on his car
2. woke up with a crick in my neck
3. hung out with steve
4. watched family man
5. had fun

Today, I:

1. chris came to my house at 8 fucking am!
2. went back to sleep
3. talked to my mom about buying the probe
4. took a multi vitamin
5. listened to music

Five items that I have brand loyalty to:

1. vans
2. sony
3.
4.
5.

Five songs I know all the words to, even without the music:

1. Him - Right Here in my Arms
2. Zwan - Honestly
3. CKY - Flesh Into Gear
4. Beastie Boys - Ch-Check it out
5. Smashing Pumpkins - To Sheila

Five things that I would do with $100,000:

1. Buy a Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution
2. pay off college
3. invest
4. make my room look better
5. save

Top five locations I'd like to run away to:

1. California
2. Japan
3. Chicago
4. NYC
5. England

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 02:41:30 GMT

Damn....i talked to jess today online, and she wanted me to call her like kept buggin me about it. i was like nah cause it would bring back memories of the past n stuff. She instead called me and we ended up talking like old times. I miss her even though what she did to me still pisses me off. but i think if i had a chance to get back with her i think i might try it out. its nuts tho cause i really shouldn't...good thing its not possible since she has a dude right now. but still im glad she called...talking about past memories and stuff we've done really made me smile...maybe ill go hang with her sometime....

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 20:20:00 GMT

Which Naruto Character are You?
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Mon, 21 Jun 2004 15:14:49 GMT

Yesterday was one of the funnest days in a while.

Me, steve, jon, and jenn, went to seaside to drop off the car at our motel for this prom thing. On the way down we were fuckin around with jon and jenn so much, they were in the white car, i mooned and suned then like 1000000000 times, funny as hell tho, jenn almost flashed us, steve chucked pennies at them.

When we finally got to seaside this cop pulls over jon for no seat belt...what bullshit. Three of em were huddled around Jon's car and gave him shit about his liscence and gave me and steve shit. "Take a walk", "drive around the block", etc. Steve got super pissed, I just didnt want to make a problem worse.

The ride home was soo long, fucked with people on the way back, mooned a couple. Jon and jenn pretended to fuck in the back seat, tons of people were like wooooooowwww. lol Steve got a date to the prom tomarrow, his second prom! Joy's date backed out at the last minute. After the prom we're all goin down to seaside to go nuts and maybe "EAT THAT PUSSY!!!".

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 19:23:42 GMT

your asshole.

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Fri, 11 Jun 2004 20:31:30 GMT

Firsts

First best friend: Melissa
First car: none yet
First real kiss: Alyssa
First break-up: Monica
First screen name: jtherock185
First funeral: dont think ive been
First pets: two dogs, Duke and Blackie
First piercing: Eyebrow
First credit card: none, love the debit
First true love: Kate
First musicians you remember hearing in your house: my mom used to say i loved van halen when i was a kid and would bug em to switch to mtv all the time

Lasts

Last cigarette: months ago
Last car ride: about 25 min ago
Last kiss: prob natalie, like a month or two ago
Last good cry: a long time ago
Last library book checked out: dont remember
Last movie seen: troy
Last phone call: prob steve
Last time showered: 5 min ago
Last shoes worn: vans
Last cd played: dont remember
Last item bought: some 7-11 crap
Last annoyance: prob natalie or my mom
Last time wanting to die: years ago
Last shirt worn: my black workout shirt
Last website visited: ebay
Last word you said: nah
Last song you sang: beastie boys - ch-check it out
What is in your cd player?: nothing
What color socks are you wearing?: no socks
What Color underwear are you wearing?: boxers with vertical stripes of different shades of blue
What's under your bed?: a buncha CRAP
What time did you wake up today?: 12:07 think

Currents

Current mood: wonderment
Current music: Twista - Overnight Celebrity yes rap....*hangs head in shame*
Current taste: pepporoni pizza
Current hair: short buzzed thinking of growing my hair out again
Current clothes: smashing pumpkins Zero shirt with navy blue pants with adidas flip flops
Current annoyance(s): nothing
Current desktop picture: Element Wallpaper
Current book(s): nothing
Current color of toenails: ew....natural
Current time-wasting wish: go to six flags
Current hate: being broke

My favorite...
1. Color is: blue/black/red
2. Song is: my whole winamp playlist are my favorite songs
3. Scent is: whatever that smells good
4. Alcoholic beverage is: Beer, corona or heinikens
5. Food is: jamaican beef patties and Chinese General Tso's Chicken

5 things you did so far today
1. brushed my teeth
2. went running
3. went to steves
4. took a shower
5. ate pizza

5 things you can hear right now
1. New found glory
2. thats about it
3. ""
4. ""
5. ""

5 things you do when your bored
1. skateboard
2. look up astrology crap
3. play ps2
4. go for a drive
5. jerk off

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 20:07:09 GMT

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Hair:	In a style so odd, it defies all laws of physics.
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Sidekick:	An alternate personality, that on occasion takes on its own physical form.
Attitude:	Mysterious as all hell.
Weapon:	A sword that's twice as big as you are.

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Mon, 07 Jun 2004 16:35:32 GMT

ABOUT YOURSELF
name: Juan
gender: male
height: 6'1"
haircolor: brown
eyecolor: brown
location: Jersey
fears: not succeeding

HAVE YOU EVER
cheated on someone: no
fallen off the bed: yep
fallen for a relative: no
had plastic surgery: no
failed a grade: nope
had your heart broken: yea
done something you regret: no regrets

CURRENTLY
wearin: my running clothes
listenin to: new found glory
chewin: nothing
feelin: thirsty
readin: what im typing
located: my room
chattin with: noone
watchin: this screen

DO YOU
brush your teeth: of course
like anybody: alotta people get on my nerves
have any piercings: used to
drive: yea
believe in santa claus: no
ever get off the computer: im hardly on it

LAST PERSON YOU...
hugged: natalie i think
gave e-props: lame
IMed: steve
talked to on the phone: brian
yelled at: dont remember
tripped: noone

PERSONAL
what do you want to be when you grow up: alotta things; writer, poet, artist, masusse, journalist, and something having to do with music.
what was the worst day of your life: hmm theres been a couple
if you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them: back of my head
what you usually think about before going to bed: my wants....that includes people, things, experiences, etc.

FAVORITE
movie: too many
song of the moment: most of new found glorys new cd/the new beastie boys song
store: pac sun
relative: my sister Daisy, everyone else in my family are assholes
sport: basketball
vacation spot: anywhere but here
ice cream flavor: vanilla
fruit: apples
candy: anything crunchy
holiday: holidays suck
day of the week: anyday
color: blue/black/red

DO YOU
like giving hugs: yep
like walking in the rain: yep
sleep with or without clothes on: depends
prefer black or blue pens: doesnt matter
dress up on halloween: nope
have a job: not yet
like to travel: yes
sleep on your side, tummy, or back: all
want to marry: someday i guess
have a goldfish: no
have stuffed animals: no

ARE YOU
single or taken: single
simple or complicated: very complicated......VERY
mtv or bet: mtv
7th heaven or dawsons creek: neither
sugar or salt: either or
silver or gold: silver
tongue or belly button ring: belly button
chocolate or flowerz: choco
color or black-white photos: depends
m&ms or skittles: m&m's
rap or rock: depends on my mood..but mostly rock
stay late or sleep in: both
tv or radio: radio
hot or cold: hot
taller members of the opposite sex or shorter: shorter
sun or moon: both
diamond or ruby: diamond
left or right: both
10 acquaintances or one best friend: one best friend
kids or no kids: kids much later..
cat or dog: DOG
half empty or half full: half full
mustard or ketchup: ketchup
newspaper or magazine: magazine
spring or fall: spring
give or receive: give
rain or snow: rain
a year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship: friendship
happy or sad: happy
wonder or amazement: wonder
mcdonalds or burger king: neither
mexican or italian food: italian
lights on or off: off
duct tape or scotch tape: whatever.
candy or soda: neither
a house in da woods or city: depends
Converse or DC: DC

Mon, 07 Jun 2004 06:18:31 GMT

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Wed, 02 Jun 2004 04:59:04 GMT

My ears are still ringing.

Went to NY with Paul to this fucking awesome concert at the Hammerstein Ballroom. That was THE funnest concert ever. First this band called "The Start" played they were pretty good, the singer sung like gwen stefani. :) The second band that played made me jizzzzzz. It was Melissa Auf der Maur's band, she used to take Darcy's place in the pumpkins when she quit. She was fucking GREAT! And quite sexy too. I think I might pick up her cd. When Offspring came on everyone went beserk, we started moshing and jumping all around n everything. Sooooooo fun, soooooo sweaty, sooooooo tiredd....

Mon, 31 May 2004 16:27:48 GMT

Which Family Guy character are you?

Sat, 29 May 2004 16:34:03 GMT

BASICS
(1) Your gender: male
(2) Straight/gay/bi?: straight
(3) Single?: yep
(4) want to be?: it aint bad
(5) Your birth day: january 27th 1985
(6) Age you act: sometimes younger sometimes older than i actually am, depends on my mood
(7) Age you wish you were: doesnt matter
(8) Your height: 6'1" i think
(9) The color of your eyes: brown
(10) Happy with it?: yea
(11) The color of your hair: brown
(12) Happy with it?: yea
(13) Left/right/ambidextrous?: right, sometimes ambidextrous
(14) Your living arrangement?: room in my parents house
(27) Your family: mom and dad
(29) What's your job: dont have one
(30) Piercings?: none
(31) Tattoos?: none
(32) Obsessions?: smashing pumpkins, six flags thats all i can think of
(35) Do you speak another language?: spanish
(36) Have a favorite quote?: "you reap what you sow"
(37) Do you have a webpage?: nope

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it

(38) Do you live in the moment?: i do most of the time
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yea
(40) Do you have any secrets?: anyone reading this probably knows alot of them
(41) Do you hate yourself?: fuck no
(42) Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes
(43) Do you have any bad habits?: cracking limbs
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people?: that im easy to talk to and come to with their problems/i make them feel better
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: 7-11
(46) What's your biggest fear?: not being successful
(47) Can you sing: anyone can sing...the question is can you sing well...and no i cant
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope
(49) Are you a loner?: i like to think of myself as a "sociable loner".
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: dont know
(52) Are you a daredevil?: not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: that im overweight but im changing that :)
(54) Are you passive or aggressive?: it depends
(55) Have you got a ?: ...no
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness?: i couldnt tell you what my greatest strength is but my weakness is that im a doormat
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself? not be so nice to the point that people take advantage of me
(58) There are three wells: love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose?: creativity
(59) How do you vent?: running/meditating
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong?: yes now i am
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? i regret nothing
(62) Do you think life has been good so far?: hell yea
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: if you have a problem, dont bitch about it, do something about it
(64) What do you like the most about your body?: nothing
(65) And least?: my fat
(66) Do you think you are good looking?: not especially
(67) Are you confident?: getting to be more confident
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like?: alucard
(69) Do people know how you feel?: i usually wear my heart on my sleeve about trivial issues but on serious things you probably dont know a damn thing
(70) Are you perceived wrongly?: id say so

DO YOU...

(71) Smoke?: no
(72) Do drugs?: no
(73) Read the newspaper?: occasionally
(74) Pray?: i havent in a long time
(75) Go to church? i havent in a long time
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you?: until they either bore me or annoy me
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope
(78) Take walks in the rain?: yep
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them?: hates a strong word...but yea i talk to people who annoy me
(80) Drive?: yep
(81) Like to drive fast?: i do

HAVE YOU EVER...

(82) Liked your voice?: hell no
(83) Hurt yourself?: like intentionally? hell no
(84) Been out of the country?: nope
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick?: no
(86) Burped?: who hasnt
(87) Been unfaithful?: no
(88) Been in love?: no
(89) Done drugs?: Yes
(90) Gone skinny dipping?: yea
(92) Had a surgery?: a very minor one
(93) Ran away from home?: fuck no, free food and shelter and your gonna RUN from that? fuck no
(94) Played strip poker?: nope
(95) Gotten beaten up?: not really
(97) Been picked on?: plenty
(98) Been on stage?: no
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath?: umm no
(100) Slept outdoors?: not too sure
(101) Thought about suicide?: not in an angsty kinda way
(102) Pulled an all-nighter?: once but then fell asleep at 7 am
(103) If yes, what is your record?: ^
(104) Gone one day without food?: nope
(105) Talked on the phone all night?: hell no, i hate talkin on the phone
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: yep
(107) Slept all day? all day yes, i woke up in the evening
(108) Killed someone?: no
(109) Made out with a stranger?: nope
(110) Had sex with a stranger?: nope
(111) Thought you're going crazy?: a long time ago
(112) Kissed the same sex?: yea on a dare
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
(114) Been betrayed?: plenty of times
(115) Had a dream that came true?: yep
(116) Broken the law?: yep
(117) Met a famous person?: nope
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
(146) Stolen anything?: yep
(147) Been on radio/TV.?: no
(148) Been in a mosh-pit?: yea
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? yep
(150) Considered religious vocation?: wtf?
(151) Been criticized about your sexual performance?: nope
(152) Bungee jumped?: i'd like to
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back?: yep

CLOTHES and other fashion

(154) Shoe brand?: vans
(155) Brand of clothing?: stuff from pac sun, volcom or element mostly
(156) Cologne/perfume?: kirra
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work?: black
(159) Wear hats?: i used to all the time
(160) Judge other people by their clothing?: nope
(161) Wear make-up?: no
(162) Favorite place to shop?: pacsun
(163) Favorite article of clothing?: t shirts
(164) Are you trendy?: nope
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school?: no

BELIEFS

(166) Believe in life on other planets?: sure
(167) Miracles?: sure
(168) Astrology?: you know it
(169) Magic?: no
(170) God? : yes
(171) Satan?: sure
(172) Santa?: no
(173) Ghosts?: sorta
(174) Luck?: luck no...karma yes
(175) Love at first sight?: has happened once or twice
(176) Yin and Yang?: im not too familiar
(177) Witches?: nope
(178) Easter bunny?: nope
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: no
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?: no
(181) Do you wish on stars?: no

LOVE, and all that jazz

(182) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title?: i have nothing to hide
(183) Do you remember your first love?: sure
(184) Still love him/her?: yea
(185) Do you consider love a mistake?: it causes you to make many
(186) What do you find romantic?: when you'd sacrifice everything for your love
(187) Turn-on?: positive attitude, playful, black hair, a chick you can jus hang with
(188) Turn-off?: concietedness, selfishness, shallowness
(189) Do you base your Judgement on looks alone: fuck no
(200) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel?: i feel very ackward around her
(201) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"?: know some of them then learn the rest whilst dating
(202) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out?: its all good
(203) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: nope
(204) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: highly doubt it
(205) What is best about the opposite sex?: they can complete you
(206) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they bullshit too much
(207) What's the last present someone gave you?: metal gear for the nes
(208) Are you in love?: no
(209) Do you consider your significant other hot?: dont have one but if i did yes
(210) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk?: stare

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(211) That haunted you?: noone
(212) You wanted to kill?: paul most likely
(213) That you laughed at?: prob steve
(214) That laughed at you?: also steve
(215) That turned you on?: erica
(216) You went shopping with?: prob steve
(217) That broke your heart?: my heart hasnt really been broken...ive just been disappointed
(218) To disappoint you?: dont remember
(219) To ask you out?: it was either nat or ester dont remember which one came last
(220) To make you cry?: myself
(221) To brighten up your day?: steve or brian
(222) That you thought about?: my mom
(223) You saw a movie with?: i think it was steve, david, and kobe
(224) You talked to on the phone?: steve
(225) You talked to through IM?: dont use it much, prob kate or brian
(226) You saw?: my pops
(227) You lost?: dont really know
(229) You thought was completely insane?: kobe is pretty nuts but in a hilarious way
(230) You wanted to be?: noone
(231) You told off?: dont know
(232) You trusted?: not many
(233) You turned down?: nat i think

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(234) Smiled?: just know
(235) Laughed?: just know when my dad called me lazy
(236) Cried?: a while ago
(237) Bought something?: yesterday
(238) Danced?: dont remember
(239) Were sarcastic?: yesterday probably
(240) hugged someone?: last night
(241) Talked to an ex?: a couple of days ago
(242) Watched your fave movie?: last night i watched kill bill which is one of my faves
(243) Had a nightmare?: a while ago
(245) Talked on the phone?: yesterday
(246) Listened to the radio?: last night
(247) Watched TV?: last night
(248) Went out?: last night
(249) Helped someone?: day before yesterday
(250) Were mean?: couldnt have been more than a couple of days ago
(251) Sang?: now
(252) Saw a movie in a theatre?: too long for me, but i dont miss it
(253) Said "I love you"?: last night
(254) Missed someone?: right now
(255) Fought with a family member?: years ago
(256) Fought with a friend?: couple of weeks ago
(257) Had a serious conversation?: not recently
(258) Got drunk?: a while ago
(259) Had sex?: never

Thu, 27 May 2004 06:14:01 GMT

// series one - you
-- Name: Juan

-- Birth date: 1.27.1985

-- Birthplace: Geneva, IL
-- Currently my house is in: Maplewood, NJ
-- Eye Color: Brown
-- Hair Color: Brown
-- Righty or Lefty: 80% righty/20% lefty
-- Zodiac Sign: Aquarius

// series two - describe

-- Your heritage: Puerto Rican...dont feel like describing it
-- shoes you wore today: Vans
-- Your hair: really short
-- Your eyes: some say piercing, some say they 'look sad', i dunno
-- Your weakness?: i'm a doormat
-- Your fears: fuck fear
-- Your perfect pizza: meat lovers
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: to find out what i was put on this earth to do

// series three - what is
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: that's cool
-- Your thoughts first waking up: in frankensteinish manner 'must get dressed and get to park to runnnnnn'
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite (or same) sex: eyes
-- Your best physical feature: you tell me
-- Your bedtime: somewhere around 2-4 am
-- Your greatest accomplishment: living
-- Your most missed memory: dont really miss memories, just remember them and remember that im in the present, whats happened has happened now lets make more things happen

// series four - you prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: neither
-- McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
-- Single or group dates: both although i usually have some friends or they have some friends tagging along
-- Adidas or Nike: neither
-- Lipton or Nestea: neither
-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: neither
-- Boxers or briefs: boxers

// series five - do you
-- Smoke: nope
-- Cuss: i do but i dont like that i do
-- Sing well: no
-- Take a shower everyday: i try
-- Have a crush(es): not right now
-- who are they:
-- Do you think you've been in love: loved someone yes, in love no
-- Want to go to college: yep
-- Like school: when i was in school yea i didnt mind it
-- Want to get married: dont think so
-- Type with your fingers keys: yea
-- Believe in yourself: i do but am discouraged VERY easily
-- Get motion sickness: from time to time
-- Think you're attractive: dont think so
-- Think you're a health freak: not really
-- Get along with your parents: 70% no, 30 % yes
-- Like thunderstorms: love em
-- Play an instrument: used to play guitar

// series six - in the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: probably
-- Smoke(d): no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Had Sex: nope
-- Made Out: most likely
-- Go on a date: yea
-- Go to the mall?: yea
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: fuck no
-- Eaten sushi: nope
-- Been on stage: nope
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: skateboarding...yea
-- Made homemade cookies: no
-- Been in love: no
-- Gone skinny dipping: no
-- Dyed your hair: what hair?
-- Stolen anything: nope

// series seven - have you ever

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: nope
-- If so, was it mixed company:
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yes
-- Been caught "doing something": yes
-- Been called a tease: yes
-- Gotten beaten up: nah
-- Shoplifted: yep
-- If so, did you get caught: nope
-- Changed who you were to fit in: fuck no

// series eight - the future
-- Age you hope to be married: hopefully never, although they may pull me in with their 'always' lies
-- Numbers and Names of Children: dont really want kids
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: something small, all my moms family are assholes if i really had it my way id only have my mom, dad, my sister daisy, some select friends and whoever the bride wants to be there, no annoying brothers/nephews/nieces etc etc
-- How do you want to die: anyway He chooses, i hope its fun
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: a mix of writer/poet/artist/musician/accountant and a bunch of other assorted shit
-- What country would you most like to visit: england/canada/japan

// series nine - opposite/(same) sex

-- Best eye color?: blue
-- Best hair color?: blondes are cute and all but black is my fave
-- Short or long hair?: either or
-- Best height: kinda short but kinda not
-- Best weight: fit, not skinny and i dont like the "thick" thing
-- Best articles of clothing: tank tops i guess their called? the shirts with no sleves but two strings that go over the shoulders i dunno
-- Best first date location: dunno six flags would be awesome
-- Best first kiss location: a couch at someones house

// series ten - number of

-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: too lazy to count
-- Number of girls you have made out with: too lazy to count
-- Number of boys I have kissed:
-- Number of boyfriends you've had: i guess this quiz was made by a girl for girls? whatever
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: 1
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: not many
-- Number of CDs that I own: around 25
-- Number of piercings: 0
-- Number of tattoos: 0
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: 0 as far as i know
-- Number of scars on my body: not alot some from being clumsy, some from skateboarding and some from friends messing around with mallets
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: ZERO!

To Sheila

Thu, 27 May 2004 05:36:59 GMT

This song brings so much memories:

twilight fades through blistered avalon
the sky's cruel torch on aching autobahn

into the uncertain divine
we scream into the last divide

you make me real
you make me real
strong as i feel
you make me real

sheila rides on crashing nightingale
intake eyes leave passing vapor trails

with blushing brilliance alive
because it's time to arrive

you make me real
you make me real
strong as i feel
you make me real

lately i just can't seem to believe
discard my friends to change the scenery
it meant the world to hold a bruising faith
but now it's just a matter of grace

a summer storm graces all of me
highway warm sing silent poetry
i could bring you the light
and take you home into the night

you make me real / lately i just can't seem to believe
you make me real / discard my friends to change the scenery
strong as i feel / it meant the world to hold a bruising faith
you make me real / but now it's just a matter of grace

Sun, 23 May 2004 21:37:25 GMT

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You are Super-Cool!

Woah! Step back - the future's so bright for you it's blinding me! You are the coolest of the cool. Everyone looks up to you as the benchmark for being coooool. The fonze was your grandfather. Any cooler and you'd freeze! WOO it's chilly in here.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!!!

Fri, 21 May 2004 15:33:28 GMT

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